GAYERS xD

2007-05-26T14:39:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, the President is posting here.

June holidays are here and I hope everyone is doing fine.
I'm here to post the details for our Gayers' Outing!

Friday 1/6/2007
2.45pm @
School Canteen (due to ext. week)
Clothes or not also can!

We go:
Steamboat
Stephanie's House

Don't be late!

:D

2006-11-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

hey mr president,

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY! :D

2006-11-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

Gayers are from GR. ok lame shit. seeing everybody dedicating posts for gayers, i've decided to join. all these posts have made me feel a sense of sadness(?) and the fact that i miss the year 2005 in old block classroom 2grace, where gayers was formed. spare my grammatical errors cos my english sucks like shit ok.

i miss the outings we had last year,

kbox, my first trip to kbox was w the bunch of y'all. okay not the whole exact bunch if i'm not wrong, but it was filled with enjoyment.

steph's birthday bash. this makes me HUI WEI the most. i still rmbred, huiming mok and i met at dhoby ghaut and shopped for steph's bra haha. then after that we bought the real present, a stitch. yea and then the marche treat by steph for us, followed by pokemon monopoly at her house. that day was a total BLAST.

different movie outings like, innocent steps on steph's bday..partial of us watching the maid..and flightplan haha i still rmbr that alvin mok bought another ticket and wasted my money cos the ticket was w the ticketing usher -.- and i nagged like crazy for my money back. lol

furthermore, the class chalet and bbq. many things happened. including vanessa and peiwen saying i got into 7sub which made me hide and cry in the chalet when all of u all were enjoying at wildwildwet xcept mok. haha. sry for po-ing leng shui that day though.

all the fun we had, "enjoying" zeng lao shi's lessons and etc. those days were the real enjoyable days.

but this year, we nv rly had alot of chances of hanging out together, except the starting of the yr, teh "gayers reunion dinner" at pizza hut, if im not wrong...i pangseh-ed steph of flag day w gayers i still rmb, and i'm rly sry about that... i know that seriously, other than mingda, im the one who drifted like the most(?) from gayers.. it's like even alvin and huix are in the same class as me, one of the most frequent times we talk would be during literature period bcos we're in the same group..and its like 3hm is divided into 2 big cliques and im like in the other one, different from huix and mok.. slowly we drifted apart ya..

but yea..the time has alr past and time cant be turned back, i would have chosen to spend more time w gayers if i had the chance to turn back time..

i miss 2gr'o5 & gayers.

and to kee: i rly rly rly rly rly rly rly hope the principal will give u another chance to stay in chung cheng...even though u always ji xiao me or whatever, i dun mind one la...u will always be the gayers' president and etc. u were the one who kinda brought us togethr and made us value this friendship. even though i seldom hang out w u all already, gayers will always be in my heart. like the vitamin c graduation song says,

as we go on,
we'll rmbr all the times we had togthr,
and as our lives change,
come whtevr,
we will still be friends forever.

gayers forever.

maoqiang.

My time with Gayers.

2006-11-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

well...haha... where do i start from.

haha, look at this man. this blog, this place, the feelings in this blog. Well, i guess, this overwhelming flow of emotions can will never change no matter how many times I read this blog's posts, and can never be contained with any size of heart, no matter how old i grow, how big how large my heart grows, 99.9% of it will always remain with you guys.

huiming, you would have read this when you realize there's something at this blog by me again, "hey, thnx for the post of mi, dun worry. Theres nt much u guys can do, juz wanna thanku for this little moments, means load to mi. In my heart, you guys will forever occupy a large portion.." The reason why i typed out the message here, is to tell the rest of you guys.

thank you. thankyou for the days we shared under the sun hitting volley balls and making a fool out of ourselves. thankyou for the times we had in class doing lil performances and little squabbles over silly stuff. thankyou for the moment we had together in the classroom debating over teachers day stuff, sharing the same textbooks, looking at mr. khoo yak yak yak away.

Most of all. Thankyou, for making me what i am today. Thankyou, for bringing in the final warmth in my life to make me a human. To make me be filled with love, emotions and care.

Back to my post. Now, as I listen to the song in huiming's blog, read the posts, listen to the song in this blog, read the posts. The only thing i can feel is, remorse, and undescribable torment. This question keeps ringing in this damn head, "Why, why didnt you study harder, why. why. why did you let your friends down. All you know how to do is work, play, and slack. Why ."

Why, i cant answer. If i could, i wont be here speaking like an expelled person. When the P laid the truth on me, I thought of my teachers, "They lied to me." I thought of my parents. "I failed them." I thought of my friends. "I lost them." Haha, then after everything settled down, questions flowed in, answers flowed out, conversations. The only thing in my mind, i never lost my friends. They are still there for me. Even though we didnt talk, but when we see each other, it is impossible not to strike up a conversation with each other. Gayers are angels to me, whatever you guys say i listen. Just like the song, words from a lip of an angel.... Because you are the only ones true to me, true with your words, willing to share a time with me. Thank you.

Now the only thing i think of is, Im a failure. I lost everything in my mind. Its a sea of blank. I lost all the stability in my heart. I lost the ability to keep calm, and unworried. I lost the way i used to speak, with confidence and a tinge of evil rebellious language. I just fail like a walking zombie, whatever happens doesnt matter to me. I just want to lie down on a bed of roses, shut my eyes. _______________________And be cleanse of all this pain.

Thankyou Weepeng.
For always bearing my teasing during sec2, for listening to me in sec3. For missing me in sec4 i hope. hahaha. I guess, whats gonna happen now is gonna happen. So we are all gonna learn from you and be a HAPPYscwp right? :)

Thankyou Huiming.
Still remember ur wrist cutting stuff. Urk. haha, thanks for letting me lean on when i cant stand up on my own. Thanks for letting yourself lean on me when you couldnt stand on your own. Because through you, I see a better person in myself and i feel like i can make a difference to this world suddenly.

Thankyou Alvin.
Thanks NCO, the teambuilding thing werent be as fun if it was other NPCC people. Sorry for all the times i cruelly teased you. Especially the part when i say you hugged shirlyn and kept on talking about it. Thinking about the humiliation i gave you, and now looking at the way youre still treating me. Thanks brother. Thanks a million.

Thankyou Michelle.
haha, little retarded girl. Well what can I say about you. Sometimes youre such a nice person to talk to, cuz its like talking to a wall sometimes, maybe at night you will "HUH, Did yongkee just talk to me about some stuff?!" But thats alright. Reminscing about sec2, all the fun times we had, I will really miss you.

Thankyou Ziyang.
Hey, we didnt relly talk much this year. Maybe becoz u had new fwens and stuff but its ok. We are all the same and I wont blame anyone for drifting. But lol, imagining ur gay face and gay actions in sec2, hahahahahaha, just like a nice comedy fairy tale huh. Haha...

Thankyou Cheeyang,
Lol, my buddy in 3rp huh. Too bad next year you might be retain. Damn school better give you a chance to promote man, cuz you deserve it! Jiayou bah, at least u dun have to look for a new school right. Stop sleeping all the time in class ok? Try to smile more! :)

Thankyou Stephanie Ng.
Haha lil papaya. How's it going. I know youre very devoted to gayers and you told me about un-true fwens in Jt. Its ok, you can always come back to this shelter if you nid company right? Just that right now it is a lil cold and lonely. Lol, remember the times i tease you. Tho you laughed over i know it must have been hurting. I just wan to say I'm Sorry.

Thankyou Mingda.
For the Ghost Expeditions. For the many things that happened alrite?

Thankyou Maoqiang.
Youre the MAN! Haha, still as clever as b4. We havent really talked too, but i know that u still think of your fwens and stuff. Like that time you initiated stephanie's present stuff. You're a good person, I hope you have a more smooth life in ur future k?

Now, that sums it up. Now the sappy song is playing, my tired fingers are typing. My dying heart is aching. But, there is no forever in this world. The only thing possible,

Is a forever friendship.

I dont want to say anything else. I dont know how to throw it all out of my heart. Its stuck right in there. This is my final post here, maybe.

Good luck, have fun. And be happy. Dont worry about me, because the sky will always be on my side.

i love gayers! :D

2006-11-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

oh man,huiming's post on her blog made me really think of how gayers drifted so far apart,and it almost made me cry.SO,im gna dedicate this entry to each one of you thr.
its been a long time since we had a gayers outing.it started with the ten of us,then it became nine and now probably eight,seven,six,five,four,three...but no matter what,no matter how many of us are left thr,gayers will always be united,strong and friends forever :D

GAYERS {HISTORY TIME LINE};
time: 2005
place: 2nd level, 2GRACE'o5 classroom

hmmm,it all started cause mann and kee were like calling each other GAY names.kee was called yongGAY and mann was weeGAY.haha,sounds kuku isnt it?then after that,i guess it was cause kee started adding a GAY word behind mfour's name;smthg like mingGAY,miGAy blah blah blah and we started to rebut back by calling kee yongGAY,ziyang yangGAy,cheeyang mehGAY blah blah blah.and we started adding a GAY word behind our names(maoGAY,mokGAY,mehGAY,mingGAY,
miGAY,mannGAY,yangGAY,yongGAY and daGAY(?)) and that was probably how gayers officially started.

GAYERS {EVENTS THAT HAPPENED};
the reason why gayers got so close then was probably we all had one common goal,DEEJEE.that was when we got together and got quite against her.come to think of it,we were actually quite nasty to her.hahaanw, we eventually named her monster, i think; cause kee thought that she always wanted to stick to mfour cause of yinqin and called her monster to become m5.wth?!
remember the skit that our class put up during teachers' day last year?we ended up being called out by mr soon cause of what we did,and the way ziyang acted.haha,it was super funny la.
ghost busting at old cca block,that period of time was when most of gayers spend their time "hunting" for ghosts at cca block with mingda.during recess,after sch and mingda even brought his cam to take pictures and to film the place.and and also volleyball craze.haha,we spend almost alot of our recess at the volleyball court playing volleyball.
those times were the times when we were really vv close and had lots of fun.unfortunately,many of these nice things had to come to an end and that was when we were stream to different classes,different places and it was as though we were split up.many of us made new friends,drifted away from the group and maybe hardly even had smthg common to talk about besides sch and work.maybe we really drift apart,maybe we really lost that common goal in us but gayers will always be gayers and no matter what,we will always be friends.YOU GAYS THR ROCK THE WHOLE WORLD!

always look on the bright side of life,
GAYERS UNITED! :D
{A TRIBUTE TO GAYERS,hip hip hooray!}

see you all arnd soon and takecare.
I <3 GAYERS!

STEPH

2006-10-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

holidayy~!! outings people! i dun wanna rot at home. haha. who's in fer ice skating?? haha.

mann4. =9

2006-10-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

hey people,you all wna go out since the exams are over?lets go and watch movie and have fun! haha,see you all arnd in sch!
takecare;

STEPH

2006-09-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

end of years coming so good luck evribody~

-mao

2006-08-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

hmm. lets go out! go watch movie go eat go play go out!! when? where? suggestions????

2006-08-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D
Stephanie's birthday is coming! Woohoo! :]] Whatcha we doing?

Loveshuix :D

2006-07-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

everybody has changed.

right?

looky here. its empty everywhere. people have forsaken this blog for others, forsaken our bond for other bonds. But I love this, thankgod things like this happens. Know why?
Because this makes us know which friends are not worth treasuring. I know we can strike out people from gayers now. When they require help, they know gayers, when they dont, they know no one. You see, we are humans, not all humans are sentimental creatures and remember their time spent with people who care.
You, if you read this blog, you will say, "Wahlan eh, you say like that then never mind lah, I quit lor."
Get lost. I dont want to know bastards liek you. You know who you are, i quoted exactly the way you would have spoken.

We made memories of our owns, made fond bonds that I will never forget. Sometimes people just dissipitate into the air like you cant see them, but at least you feel their love there. I havent talked to many of the m4s since god knows when, havent talked to anyone else since godknowwhen, but when i spoke to michelle, weepeng, steph ng, they just feel so close again. Just like the good old times we had together.

Time last for us is short, but at least we know it will never be the last.

Remember how many of us felt sour inside when we know we are gonna split class, remember how we felt when we listen to the song playing at the once crowded and noisy gayers.blogspot.com? Remember how we used to call each other names with gays within. Those are the memories, long abandoned.
I used to thought each and everyone of us was devoted to this clique, out of so many cliques in the 2grace class, we were the most united and ruled all. Disappointing if you look at our sorry state now.

Two-Grace 2005. Thats where we came from and met. Throughout this long time, we had conflicts, love, bonds, made fun of each other, made a fool of ourselves in front of everyone, share sadness and woes, looked at things from the same perspective and made a sec two year full of fun and enjoyment. Of course, be it fun or un-fun, we eventually develop unsatisfaction of each other, blaming and turning tables behind one's back.
But listen. We are human, they regret what they have been like.

They regret. And to regret calls for enlightenment, with enlightenment follows forgiveness. They may have been horrible with their attitude lying faking and doing all those stuff, but when it all comes down, they love you still. Im in no position to speak about this, neither am i without.
I havent seen a single post in months, a tag in a month havent even occured other than steph ng. Izit always only the few of us alive and dedicated to maintaining this blog.

Where are all the memories we shared? All the loveliness and happiness we had. Sometimes I miss them, but when i see some of you, I know. The most realistic thing i can do, is only to miss them. Dun ask "WHAT THE FUCK U EXPECT US TO DO", I dunno what to expect of us anymore. We just dun seem as bond as each other anymore.

For some of us, its obvious you guys dont bother anymore. Fine with us.
"The higher your hopes, the painful-er it will be when you fall." Ive learnt and understand, thats why i no longer have hopes high up in the sky, because i know they will drop in a blink. Dun feel sad, we are who we are to be. This is fate, we are fated to be together, fated to lose to distance, fated to be separated by fate. Blame who?

Blame god. Dun blame yourself, people do change. We learn. Dun feel sad. You still have us.

As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be Friends Forever. This I still believe.

Thankyou Weepeng.
Thankyou Michelle.
Thankyou Huiming.
Thankyou Stephanie Ng.
Thankyou Cheeyang.
Thankyou Alvin.
Thankyou Maoqiang.
Thankyou Ziyang.

2006-04-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

ello ello. eh ppl. lets have gayers outing real soon ok? lyk. immediately after MYE k? oh man. i really miss everybody alot alot alot leii. mux have outing ok? huix, muu, biak. we orl m4 mux oso have outing k? oh man. i miss everybody too. esp huix lo. so long nv meet up wif u le gurl.

2006-04-21T12:08:00.000+08:00

well, i guess this thing's kinda dead.
it's sad huh? i know friendship's are difficult to maintain, because a friendship is no different from a relationship. people change, feelings change. and distance DOES matter. distance does affect everything.

this blog makes me want to cry.
it reminds me of that day we seperated. believe me, everyday, i wish i were right back on the 2nd floor and sitting next to stephh and falling asleep during cby's lesson (altho i think she is very nice). part of me wishes we didn't part. oh screw the emotions but yes, i do miss all of you. i miss everything. i miss seeing mann and mich sleep in class everyday, and i miss mfour going to the toilet after every period. i miss kee's vulgar in class. i miss cheeyang behind me and always being there for me. just talking to me, and being so senselessly blunt that sometimes what he says cuts like a knife. i miss zy being an idiot and spraying deodarant in class. (i even did that in my class and got scolded) sometimes, i even miss mingda singing. mok & maoq are still in my class so i don't really miss them. but i miss gayers as a whole. i know it's stupid because it's almost may alr. but i still miss you all, more than anything.

this song makes me wna cry... haiy.

> huix'chua :D

CNY

2006-01-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

chi new year go bai nian,haha(:
lets all go bai nian,
i wna go bai nian,anyone wna go?
msg me if your gg okay?

STEPH

2006-01-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

noone is updating the gayers blogg): the blogg is becoming soooooooooo stagnant-

STEPH

2006-01-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

chinese new year!!!!

lets have reunion dinner,haha.i have been asking everyone.i wna have gayers reunion dinner!!!!!!!!!!very long the nine/ten of us never go out le.lets meet on fri for dinner hehe,want want?the blogg is soooo dead no one is updating,lol.

STEPH

2006-01-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GAYS.
ALL OF YOU WIN LIAO.
PANGSEH MAOQ MOK AND ME ):

2006-01-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

hey people,HAPPY NEW YEAR!(:

its 2006,and gayers gotta jiayou in our classes yea?
dont forget gayers outing,we gotta have outings and birthday celebration.
ohh and chinese new year wna go bai nian at each other's house?
all the best in your classes,

GAYERS UNITED!
-theTENofus-

*STEPH

2005-12-12T03:24:00.000+08:00

w...
www.gay....
www.gayers.blogspot.com

how long has it been since anyone bothered to post here.

i guess i will be the first one again.

*roll the drums!*

presenting. me again. kee. lol. -.-'' well how has it been eh? u guys enjoying a nice holiday or wat? im doing fine lol just a few setbacks otherwise it will be sweet. u guys ler? havent stay in contact with most of the gals especially peng and steph ng lol. saddd.

guys.

2005-11-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU GUYS ):
Take care okay, and dont pangseh you shitholes !

2005-10-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

The best of friends are those you never meet
But have a lot in common from afar,
The sort who make an empty day complete
With words alone that reach you where you are.
The sort who let you know you’re not alone
And make you feel that life is well worth while,
With words on paper, greetings on the phone
Or something on the screen to make you smile.
Best friends are always with you in your mind
And let you know that you remain in theirs,
They listen when you are ready to unwind
And let you share their worries and their cares.
Best friends stand by you though you stand apart.
And all they give or want comes from the heart.

read this. make some sense outta it.

2005-10-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

five more days we'll still be together in the same class eh. that's sad though. sighs. BUT, we'll still be friends hor, we'll keep in contact, we'll do everyting wat we used to do in this year yea? going out to catch a movie, celebrating birthdays, BIRTHDAY BASHES, KBOX LOL. n blah blah blah. ~~my birthday is soon~~ hahahaha. i shant b so egoistic.

hmms, we shld feel sad for all we've done together in this class. the joy n wadeva we had.hahaa, ok la, follo u all la, write for each n every of u all some kinda ~~stupid craps~~ comments la hor. haha

kee: hey, our DADDY hor, hahaa, he's a clever guy la. but he oways bully ppl n is chao slack. jiayou n i blif u can do it hor. n dun slack track n field le la. lter ambert khoo kick a fuss again. ~~like i never pon cca lidat~~ haha.

mok: LOL, my sitting partner for the year hur. his attitude weird weird one la. haha. sometimes treat u real good n sometimes...haha. he's a nice dude lah, yea, n his studies r good too la hor.

cheeyang: the guy hu i take bus with home omost evryday after school la hor, sleep sleep sleep. onli noe howta sleep. n, DUN SLACK CCA LE LA. I GOING THIS WEEK LE HOR. n drink kipo evriday la, dun sleep le la, sleep n ur results slip.

ziyang: the bad bad councillor hu oways zhi fa fan fa one. LOL. yeaa, jiayou with chloe la...ok? n he's freaking tall la. haha. rock on as ur councillor ar. n study hard. can see tht u improved quite alot la hor.

huiming: haha, this gal oways ask me for songs la hor. u cant deny the fact i have many songs la hor. hmms, she is oways depressed in times la...look on the bright side of life ok? yup, its oso a great time going out with her. haha

stephanie: papaya, papaya, she's crazy over mu chun tuo zai. haha. shes a rich girl. she treated us marche last tym yea, haha, shes super rich la, im not rich cos i chge fones ok!its tht my fone oways spoil...hahaa...yea, her results r improving. hahaa. jiayou

michelle: LOL. shes like one uber blur sotong? tcher call her oways make those funny noises like: AHH? HUH? haha, her science n maths is superb la. oways sleep sleep sleep still can get so high. hahaa. yupp, jiayou in ur studies la hor, n dun so blur le la. LOL.

weepeng: hahaa, i dun tok to her ALOT. hmms, shes quite action packed la, haha, oways beat kee one, actually is he kajiao her first la. hahaa, karate chop hur, LOL. yeah, shes good in her studies lah, haha, n she rarely goes out la hor.

mingda: magic magic magic, oways engrossed in stuffs normal ppl wunt b so engrossed in. his studies r good, so? stop flaunting ur wealth, cos, do u noe tht it irritates ppl? ya, n go out la hor, dun isolate urself at hme.

hahaa, the fun times we spent together as a CLIQUE? yupp, its memorable n fun. we'll not separate n we'll kip in contact with one another ya?its left with this 5 days we will spend together, as a class. hope tht we'll be in the same class next year, obviously its quite impossible to be like, all theTENofUs same class..but, at least we will be like, at least a group of us in one class? yupp. we shd cherish the days we have left. n ya, we shd go out during hols!

theTENofUS. our bond wunt b broken =)

2005-10-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

people,dont be sad;cheer up. maybe we wont be in the same class,maybe we might go into differnet paths,but gayers will always be together,friendship WONT break so easily,especially the TEN of us!(:we probably go out during the holidays,celebrate our birthdays together,celebrate christmas,chinese new year,deepavali,hari raya etc.and we gotta celebrate out gayers FOUNDERS DAY!(:we shouldnt forget that special day that brought all ten of us together,
and its my turn to give each of u a msg.
huiming-its fun hanging out with u especially at the club.haha.we had soo much fun;the time when we used to go to go out and when u came to my house and watch the vcds-we were piaa-ing so hard to finish the whole show.just remeber that if you wna go club and piaa for exams,just call me.i'll be there to piaa with you.
mann- chiaWEEPENG.your crazy la.drink such a bigg cup of peach tea from MOS.crazy girl.later u keep goingg toilet.haha.your dad always set curfew for you so its kinda hard for u to go out with us yea.your results are good so it like theres nothing to talk about it.haha.
yinqin- hmms,u this sotong.stop sleeping la.your like sleeping 24 hrs a day la.your also good in your studies la and stop saying that you comfirm do very bad.ITS NOT TRUE!haha.next time when u study chi,must call me kaes.haha.
kee - mr.PRESIDENT!haha.you better remember the target that the three of us set before the exmas.u gotta aim for it.u can do it one.your geog can get so high,it proves that you can achieve it right.the most i help u write notes again.heehee.u cannot fang qi kaes,all of us will zhi chi ni de!
ziyang- da jie!jiayou yeas,u and chloe together forever.(: cannot bully my jie-fu kaes.haha.then exam time must piaa kaes.must study and make notes like geog.
cheeyang - u whole day sleep,can sleep until 18 hours long,your crazy man.must jiayou in your studies and eileen kaes.haha.stop playing computer games and dont so slack la.
maoqiang - maomao,your smart and rich la.everytime change handphone.not fair):anyway,your smart,so u will make it de.just dont keep going out jiu hao le.haha.
alvin - mok,your lame at times la.but you gotta work hard and achieve what u want.though u can be quite kp sometimes,but still your fun to be with.haha.
mingda - i kno your smart,u can sing well but dont get too involve in ghost busting,magic,or whatever.your probably the furthest apart from us,you probably wont be reading this but you gotta go out with us when theres an outing,when we are celebrating someone's brithday.anyway,jiayou in everything you do.

gayers will always be gayers,and we'll always be together as one.we'll always be there no matter what,always share the joy,the sadness and stress that we have,isnt it?we wont leave someone behind and we will always zhi chi ta,so we cant give up hope on each other and ourselves.you gotta believe in yourself and us;we'll be there for you.this proabably sound dumb but we dont have much time left,so we gotta treasure the time we have.

iLOVEgayers!

2005-10-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

Touching wasnt that ?
it was, really. haha, is it my turn to yet ?

Here goes.
i wished we didn't have to part. but as CY said, "parting is a will". is it really ? must it be a must ? must we all seperate ? i mean, i guess the answer is pretty obv. sheesh, im just hoping. but i dont even think i can stick arnd for another.

people say, "dont cry for people who wont cry for you because they aint worth it". truthfully i know you guys wont cry for me, but you are all worth every tear i drop. i wont be able to find another guy bestie like kee, another secret sharer like mann, another sitting partner like stephh, another maths siaokia like yinqin, another damn free to hang out with me laoba like cy, another music provider like maoq, another mr nice guy like zy, another crapper like mok and anothr dumbdumb magic lover da. thank yu for the times, thank yu for the smiles, laughter and joy in my life. i rmbr kee's pic telling to be strong and not to cry. i rmbr all of m4's msgs to check if im ok. i rmbr cy & maoq being thr a lot for me towards e end of the yr. THANKS GAYS :D im always thr for any of yu, because i love yu all so :D

brought to you on behalf of LIMYINQIN and her WIRELESS!

2005-10-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

haiyoyo.
y u all lyk that. must happy mah. haiyoyo. after readin kee's n huix words of wisdom. let me sae sth;

guys, dont be so sad. come on, must cheer urp. we can all appeal tu go tu th same class rite? -except for mingda.
heh. and we definitely MUST stay in contact and stiu hang oudd tugether if we really go tu different class alright? remember hor. its a must. organise more gayers outin. i really really really, hope that all of us will remain this way untiu we graduade. if possible, go tu same college as well (:
kae im nort gudd with such words, but yeah, just whana type a msg tu all of u here;

huix -come on, look at the bright side of life and dont alwaes wallow in sadness yeah? haiyoyo. i read yor blog also feel veh depressed. haiyoyo. anything and gayers wiu be here for u yeah? (:

stephh - heh. stupid mugua. u arh. stop bullyin yor maid's fren's kid laa. it hurts when u pok her belly kae. lol. jiayouu in yor studies. u shure can make it de. u so pro. n yeah. u sometimes tend tu think too much on certain stuff (u knw what i mean). so, anything gayers wiu be here for u too kae? hee.

mann - u probably will not see this msg. but i stiu whana sae that yeah. actually u have nth tu worry about. always so happy-go-lucky n stuff. hahaahs just jiayou in yor karate next time beat th hell out of kee low yong. hahaahs. but yeah. i gotta agree that yor attitude has tamed since last yr, kip it urp!(: heh. anythin, gayers wiu be there for u.

kee - keelowyong! heh. i created this name for u kae. thank me man. laopa, u arh.. haiyo sometimes i also dhuno what tu sae about u knw. haiyoyo. u and yor shirlyn arh. haii. but sometimes moving forward is better than hangin on tu false hopes my dear. u gotta learn how tu let go, learn tu accept other ppl intu yor life. we all have faith in u. hee. anything, gayers will always back u urp. (:

pohzy - pohzy! aiyoyo. also dont knw if u will see my msg for u nort. anw i just whana wish u and chloee together forever and ever AMEN. lol. any problems n gayers wiu be here for u! (:

cheeyang - u arh, slp early laa. whole day go skuu slp n slp. worse than me knw. nxt yr no chance for u tu slp lerh. there's really loads of work tu rush in. so buck urp yeah? haahs. anything gayers will be there for u. :)

maoqiang - maomao, hahaahs. three advices for u; walk lyk a man. talk lyk a man, n behave lyk a man. lol. serious. come on you are 4teen this yr. buck urp kae? dont worry gayers will be behind u all th way. we can teach u how tu becum a man too. lol. kae laa no offence yeah? ;)

mok - heh moky mok. i stiu remember th times we had so much fun last yr, when me, u, mann, n pohzy sit tugether. gosh it was damn fun man! lol! i stiu remember th incident on th cockroach! lol. didn't knw u were so afriad of cockroaches. yeah but this year u seemed kinda distant from us. come on we are one beeg family aint we? :) any probs and gayers wiu be here for u.

mingda - haiyoyo. i really have nth tu say abt u laa. u and ur magic. come on man., be down-to-earth. can u make a living out of magic? no. u gotta learn how tu step out of yor comfort zone yeah. go tu orchard somedays. check out how th world looks lyk. yeah u probably wont see this but this is my piece of advice for u. anything and u stiu have gayers alright? :)

hahaahs. it seems as thou i at every end of it wiu add th gayers will be there for u. lol. kae. im done with what i whana sae. stephh, its yor turn now. (:

2005-10-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

HI FUCKERS SUCKERS LOSERS SCREW-ERS LOVERS GAYERS AND HAPPY-ERS!

u know what ur boss/daddy/papa/laopa/ownerer/pwnerer of you all just did.? whoops, i just make a deal now BLURRFIED clique is now joined with the GAYERS clique.

MEMBERS OF THE BLURRFIED > DAWN > YEELOO > HUISHIA > KAIXI > PEARLINE > JUNQIAN. ( by request of junqian )

they are the volleyball one. understand? so lets make fwens dumb ass. wan teh email addresses msn me. MY FUCKNIG PHONE IS STILL DRENCHED IN WATER. ZAP!

2005-10-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

hey. whats you prob. sure knows how to get mushy eh. =D

anyway. nice skin. the BOSS OF GAYERS. CO said nice skin. =D

watever la. enjoy tagging blogging. suckers. =P

2005-10-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

smthng i didnt mention on e phone jst now.
that entry of yurs made me cry. funny man. sometimes when yu kb me so bad and i feel so pissed & today i feel touched. yu didnt lose e touch. i didnt return it all. no man, im stil leaning on YU all e way- as long as yur alive dude. we're best friends aint we ?- all ten of us. & that makes yu one of mine. and i believe in OUR forever, the ten of us. maybe to yu all this is jst some class clique outta lame-ness. i dont view it that way pple. i felt smthng for this clique. smthng strong. prove me right/wrong, thr's nothing i can do.

i wont run right now. maybe not for forever i wont. someday if it hurts, i'll still go. but i'll answer to myself. YEA? im sorry i disappointed yu. im sorry to myself. & of cos yu. i know whats right alrdy. after the talk, i understand. im not gna be manipulated and used. im gna smile agn ! :D for everybody, for MYSELF. this one i'll try to promise & keep: i'll live well. OH YES.

im jst relieved i didnt screw up e friendship & i have yu all. im jst happy that yu didnt jst tell me to "fuck off" & hang on me. these are small things i ought to be & AM grateful for. no, my faith has not be stolen. its with me, always will be. sometimes, it goes into hiding, but i know that one day, at the end of e rainbow, my sun will shine even brighter (:

(i changed e skin yah ? sick of navigations, tmd.)

> KEE ! i need e pw to e cbox acc/ agn )x i forgot & wel, i need to go put it back here (:

I LOVE YU ALL.
no matter what e results, it's us FOREVER.

2005-10-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

you're disappointing.

you're prolly the one i carried up the most and liked the most in gayers.
whats ur prob that u wont tell me or u dun noe. where is the huiming that posted those posts recently. so you cant even be bothered to care or listen now.

i guess i just lost my ability to persuade u and my authority to order you to let me help you.

sad. you do make me feel sad. maybe if it was anyone else, it wouldnt hurt so much. yea. u tell me you're returning my faith. u mean all i've done thus is all for naught. and nothing matters to you.

the problem when nothing matters. is because you're losing it. if you dun wan help. you will end up like me. i dunno if i said before this anot. i've to redeem myself bcoz i never wanted help when i thought nothing matters. i hurt all those around me. i even harmed them. thats why now i've to repay.

you can turn back now. just look back and see us. not me. i dunneed and dowan to make empty promises that i can be ther. u guys know i'm not god. i cant be there forever.

if u can change. so can the rest. aint i dumb to put my hopes on 9 of u. i know each of u is gonna give it up halfway thru.

now u've enforced my fact.

we all haf to take care of ourselves. depend on others and u will become too dependent. in the end, we will all be alone again. so why depend on others? yeah. why.

forget it. you guys wont be like i thought. thank you for bringing us down faith. thank you for bring us up disappointment. i know you will sae. "yea yea, too bad la. what u expect me to do huh. dun bother about me la."

why dun i leave gayers and let gayers disappear. then maybe u will feel how sad i feel for u.

actually. i dun care or bother either. bcoz u all made me president. thats why i bothered.

2005-10-12T13:24:00.000+08:00

Alrighty,
thank yu mr low for that lesson on how negative i am. i think i know. hahahaha.

I changed back the blog song.
awwww, sad aint it ? that's dedicated to mr low toooo. because i rmbr how much he liked e song. listen & weep agn dude.

Sheesh,
what else ? i dont rly rmbr. ohwel, just mughard. dont know whr we'll all end up- hahaha ! broadrick or smthng i gues. >_< pathetic ? yah, i've heard. i'll be renovating this blog soooon.

toodles kids,
mug mug mug :D

2005-10-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

just read huix blog. dunno when the post is posted, couldnt be bothered to check anyways.

bang bang.

tis is what happens when exams happen. bang bang. one by one we drop down. those that dun feel the stress are those that are well prepared for bullets. thats why, just talked to dawn and realize another thing lol.

u know u guys bring so much stress to ourselves. then we cant really take anything relaxed. i think thats the prob with us. we live our lives dumb. just relax and slack when we guys study. maybe we can learn most of the stupid topics.

well. ready to flunk and die if god saes so.

well then. godspeed.

2005-10-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

THIS IS TO US>

we've been happy gaying all day long and well, we've formed cliques within. cant be blamed lah cause well, we're a biggy clique (: and we're sometimes fragile because of our size. like take for eg, md's nvr arnd on any of our outings. and m4's still m4. kee & zy have their brothers thingy, yah. but e thing is, we're still THE GAYERS at e end. we're still ONE. we're still together and we'll always be. maybe not physically but i believe we go beyond pathetic clique bonds right ? i dont know about yu guys but i found myself back with yu all. -it's true, stop laughing. well, kee told me to not pangseh this blog so i came (: a pangseh-ed blog is one thing, rmbr dont pangseh each othr. i bet all of yu can hear e song right ? it's FOR US too. i believe in our strength ?- what about yu all?

MUG HARD :D
i love yu all so, (:

2005-10-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

hey... its been along time since i've been here to blog or tag.

i guess we all have matured pretty much in these short few months we spent together. this blog seems to be getting lonelier and lonelier by day. where have all my precious gayers go..

are you all afraid? i've become really afraid. i've never been so anxious and afraid. i'm afraid that i could not do well in my exams and i gotta change school. sad isnt it.? i'm afraid i might just leave this school and never get to see shirlyn again. i'm anxious. anxious that if we all graduate from sec2, we might be separated. each of you, no matter good, girl, guy, bad, lazy, hardworking, pretty, cute, ugly, tall, short. means a portion of my heart. i dun care man. because of u all and shirlyn, i'm gonna fight on. at least for this short time i'm not going down with a fight.

guys... its been a few months since 10 of us finally got closer to each other. maybe not as close as i tot we could've been, bcoz we werent altogether i bet. but guys. this short moments and memories are precious to me now. they say i wont make it so far. and ever since they said that i make it i didnt try to prove them wrong. NOW its the time i gotta work hard. guys.. u guys dont disappoint me k.? no matter how badly u guys do, dun be lousier than me. i'm gonna work hard, i wanna see u guys in 8pc 8bc or 8triple or even 9 subjects.

u all.
u all are my hopes.

if u all believe that i can be a winner at studying instead of being a loser. theres no way.
no way i'm gonna disappoint you all. all those that think i'm a loser will be proved wrong. thats right. how hard and tough i can be, thats what i'm gonna show them. you guys. gotta work hard. as hard as me now.

when the exams are over, regardless of our results. we are gonna go for a celebration k.? no one's gonna be left out, not a single one of u. we are gonna do all the things we can. if we cant make it, we will make it during the chalet. i'll be there. we will all be there.

listen guys. dun forget gayers. dun neglect it. its the only thing i treasure now. other than shirlyn. 10 of us. we are all fwens. brothers sisters in a sense. we are all counting on each other to be there now. i know this sounds lame and dumb. but it comes straight from my heart.

no matter what problem we have, we will get over it together. we will get over it without cutting our wrists at all k.

huiming. dun disappoint me now. i'm counting on u to be there without scars till we cant ever see each other again. you shud be the sensible one. its ok if u cant be. i will cover ur childish and foolishness.

michelle. you leave me speechless sometimes. just full of surprises. whatever it is. you're the hardworking dude of all 10 of us. pull down ur skirt, dun be so open. then u will be my perfect daughter.

alvin. you gotta chill. maybe u're not even reading. but, just chill with ur actions. and fucking hell stop slapping me. fucker.

weepeng. u're a nice girl, though i call u a guy i still regard u as a girl k. dun be so hefty, and hold ur punches. i'm ur papa afterall. i'm counting on u to find a good son-in-law k.?

maoqiang. you're a gay. i dunno what to talk bout u.

steph ng. you're a nice person. even kena teased by us u still treat us food. but u shud hold back ur money, treating me almond bar cost real loads of cash right.

cheeyang. stop sleeping/slacking. and stop playing computer games, you're goonna be out of this school if u continue. but i'm glad u're studying now....

mingda. dun chase ur magic now k. u are good in ur results. i dun haf so much worries bout u.

ziyang. i hope you and chloe last as long as forever. dun spend too much time with her though, you are almost neglecting ur fwens . u gotta quit slacking too. corrupted councillor... haishh.

guys. all 10 of u. remember tis when u are down k.

nothing's gonna bring us down without a fight. united we stand. divide we fall. till sec3, we wont part k.? i still got so many things i wanna draw and put in the gayers file. guys. rock on now.

"somanydynamos."
we are all one.

rock on...
rock...

please. dun disappoint me.

2005-10-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

y aint thr anyone updating....

oh wells...

im just hell darn bored.

-maoqiang

2005-09-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, u all studying i at hme sleeping x))

2005-09-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

ohwel,
exams round e corner, PIA pple, :]

2005-09-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

fuck this world. fuck em all. this is dedicated to you you little bitch.

Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me. Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through.

Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time.

Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life, now that she lied to me.

hahaha.

one by one, feel sorry for yourself.

fuckers.

"somanydynamos."

2005-09-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

im here to blog despite the ihateblogging mood im in.

hmms, where are the othr assholes ? are there only us three ? what a bore. YAWN !

2005-08-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH.

thanks for your treat. it was fun in the day, especially when we met so many friends! "EILEEN" eh! lucky eye treat for cheeyang. love her, go get her yo.

innocent steps(Denseo-ui sunjeong) was sweet. just cant remember the fucking nice sentence about fireflies. it waits for its true love till the end of its life, and is willing to die for it.? or izit some other stuff.

marche lolol, honestly and shamefully and embarassingly, my first time there. shouldnt haf ordered da bullshit clayfish, its like 2 bites and finished.? i like da pizza.

AND IT WAS FUCKING EMBARRASSING LOL. i tot two girls was eileen's friends but they were strangers and i was "YO, WO SHI EILEEN DE PENG YOU." ....
....
....
speechless.

at night was tiring aint it.? was pretty spoiler cuz we were drained and some left. pokemon lol.
and that fucking toothache aint getting me no shit pleasure.
argh.

gayers - "SOMANYDYNAMOS"

2005-08-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

what happens when our blue skies fade to gray ?

TORN APART, lost e faith *

2005-08-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

im proud of YU (:
thanks for restoring my faith.
im glad yurs is restored too.

we'll always be thr for yu, or any othr gay (:
because that's what friends are for.

IHEARTGAYERS ! :]

huiix (:

2005-08-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

faith we all believed.
faith i believed.
thank you. thank you very much.

i'm back in business. the trouble solving business. these three months i must have been a prophet, telling people all about da bullshit i heard from Him. curse him.

faith thankyou all for giving me the faith. why do people sink into depression.
supernaturally i sinked into depression.

i wan to tell you all. if all is in one, they never ever get to separate. no one faces my troubles, you did, thanky you. at least i know, i won half the battle with you around. =)

"SOMANYDYNAMOS~ I PAWNED HIS ASS REAL HARD. I LOVE YOU GUYS LOVELY ASSHOLES FAGGOTS!"

2005-08-13T19:59:00.000+08:00

i wonder why we turn to depression eh ?
why one can just feel like he's freaking out of place ? what's gg on ? what's wrong now ? why is it nothing ever goes right anymore ? why don't you fit in huh ? it isn't a matter of fitting in. IT'S THE MATTER OF FRIENDSHIP ! of all pple, it had to come from yu. yu who talked the sense into me. yu who dragged me outta depression each time. yu who picked me up when i fell. WHY YU ?

we're all ONE. ten into ONE. maybe yu don't feel it, I DO. yu leave, it's no longer e same. whatevr, i give up. maybe it's us that dont fit yu not the othr way round. whatevr it is, e point is, yur not alone. maybe yu think we're all too useless to understand yu. but maybe, yu just dont understand us either...

i once said it would hurt if yu left. rly, it would.

2005-08-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

um...kinda neglect gayers blog yeah? im updating cos my msn is driving me nuts...keep on wat following message cannot be delivered those crap...im freaking bored

hahax, hope to have more gayers outing com'g up soon...n i realised smthn man...GAYERS has nv went out as a WHOLE group b4...haha...its either always 1 or 2 ppl absent!

hahax, n im oways present xD

2005-08-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

what if god was one of us.
just a snob like one of us.
what if god was one of us.
trying to find his way home.

if god have a name, what would it be.?
would you call it in his face, if you were faced with him.
and of all his glory, what would you ask if you had just one question.

pray thee to god.
sweet as wine, holy as blood.

i swear to god and hope my demonic believes bring him down before my eyes.
dun send angels to me, i've seen them already. what humanity lives for, is the revival of god. the demonic believes of the devilish god, and the holy god. what catholic or christians believe in are the god in everyone's heart. nothing lives, nothing dies.

what for thee lives forever.? the devil made this world, the suffering of a cycle of live then die then rot and then you return to the Planet. what is the Planet.

The Planet is in which people reunite and now live forever without pain, tormentment or any depression. love is all that is there, till Satan invaded.

-"SOMANYDYNAMOS"

sorry

2005-08-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

er, yk, lac ehss...i nvr cut my wrist la...stupid...i wont give in to them le...it only proves im guilty when i m not...

2005-08-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

YOU FREAKING MORON. look. i'm not going to handle this bullshit for you.

...

fine. i will.

FUCKING MORON STOP CRYING. AND LIVE UP TO IT.

i ain't gonna stand up for you. i'm gonna put my fists up. if that's what i've to do. i do what i do best. if i get beaten up, you sons of a bitch better scram. cuz you whores cant fight any better than a weak faggot can.

SO FUCK OFF AND STOP CRYING.

damn i'm pissed. whatever it is, dry your tears. stop being such a woman and saying you're hopeless and dumb or wat. that's what losers do. you cut your wrist, i break your fucking neck.

2005-08-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

im hopeless
im idiotic
im DUMB

i made the whole GR into such a mess...but thanks to all of u 4 standing up 4 me...

trust me, i didnt spam their blog...

my life's worthless
hopeless

maoqiang

2005-08-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

angels are holy creatures, yet they share the same mind as humans. thoughts like what we think. you know what we think right? hehehe, dunneed specify bah. *winks*

anyway. i'm here to post one question.

WHAT IF SOMEONE QUITS CLAN GAY.

lolls, low yong kee, blogged liao

2005-07-31T09:10:00.000+08:00

heys...here to blog the gayers blog which i long time nvr blog liaos...hahaha...wad to blog leh...hrmmmsss

okaye...this week seems quite stupid la...napfa test...then we go eat kfc at parkway till we run till we feel like vomitting...im not eating KFC!

hahas...ok...this is my freaking SHORT post...haha

2005-07-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

today, i will teach you all a lesson on messengers.

wat are messengers.? messengers are angels. angels are the drums that gods beat so hard to transfer their message.

wait.

do angels exist.?
shhhhh. they do.

but they do not exist in the state that you think they are. they have no heavy armor, no hola or wat you call that, no white wings, no feathers. they are just mortals that have god's message, to help that one. but this means angels are mortals that simply help other humans?
i havent finish yet.

mortals are just beings that walk the earth. angels are mortals that were brought directly from heaven without brainwash, with memories of gods, of heavens.

find your angel.

lesson 1.

to be continued in lesson 2. =D

god, i sure is enjoying reading psycho books.
psyche yourself up baby.

"SOMANYDYNAMOS"

2005-07-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

people seemed to think their alone.

why can't they just open their eyes and see.

life is beautiful.

but not all people ain't alone, some are really lonely. because they chose to be.

i am one example.

but. i got so far on my own. yeah, when i was kiddier i couldnt do a thing. i brought myself up, all they did was support me with cash and a horrible childhood. i got friends, friends i cant share my troubles with, i'm afraid they would leave me because i've horrible truth.

but.
but.
but.
but.

we aren't here to live for others right.? but what i see is i serve as a punchbag for the others.

i dont wan to carry other people's burden. but i had to.

i know this sounds dumb. its not even correct and what i say won't make any sense to you people.

i've gotten so far on my own. i can survive on my own. i can fight. i can work. i can run. i can escape. Why do people depend on each other, in the end they are still alone. sure, i couldn't do a thing when i was a kid. i've depend on others but...

i'll be the first to admit i'm here because of other people.
But i dun need them. I ain't despo for company anymore. It just ain't like that anymore.

But if I call out for them,

they will respond.

won't they.?

girl, you don't have to call out for them. you dont need to think you're alone. you got 300++ friends, use them. You can't depend on yourself. You ain't strong enough yet.
Because.

*end*

"SoManyDynamos"

2005-07-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

fuck the song man.

its bringing me to tears.

"SOMANYDYNAMOS"

2005-07-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la;
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la;
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

FRIENDS FOREVER!(:
-stephh*

2005-07-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

HUIIX :]

i am fucking bored.
damn it. will someone like, call me or smth. ok, yu cant. cause im like, at home. and yur all like, in sch. BLEAGH ! boringgg.

anyway, i bet sch was crap. im sick! fatigue, cold, phlgem, running nose, headache and tummyache! argh. terrible shithead okayy ! it's raining. i feel like running out thr in e rain and get even sicker. and den i'll die a natural death, HAHA. or get striked by lightening. oh well, who knows ?

meeting kee and stephh l8er.
to get homework. aint i guai or smth ? oh well, and im so sleepy. i want more sleep alrightys ! arh, fcuk it.

im outta here, tata ! :D miss me not. (: hehe.

2005-07-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

dun get so emotional yo. makes people's heart sour sometimes. like my, LOl.

FUCK OFF ALEXANDER TAN.
i and huiming arent together. so fuck off from my fucking msn. son of a bitch.

can i treat tis as my own blog? lazy to make one. zzzzzzz.

recently. i just realize something, many people are so loser pose that they cant pose better.
ur tagboard was deleted by you so that i couldnt read it. good job, too bad i read it bitch. orh, and you are not obliged to scold "fuck la", you yourself have no right, too bad loser.

Kee just pawned Deejee's head for 500 gold.

"SOMANYDYNAMOS"

2005-07-24T12:33:00.000+08:00

HUIIX :]

everything's settled alrdy. oh well, lil msgs to all of gayers okay !

KEE >
yu probably dont need this lah but rly, stay positive and upbeat. it's yur crazy deductions that keep me gg sometimes. and yur theories often prove valuable of me to ponder abt. i, and all e gayers, we believe yu can get the girl ! and i for one, believe yu can stay in this sch. yu can do it ! have faith :]

MANN >
hmms, yur a mature lil girly who doesnt need any crap talk from me lah. but all e same, i know yur strong on e outside. abt inside, everyone crumbles sometimes. so if that sometime evr comes, [ IF it does ], im all ears for ya. just like yu listened to me all e times (: many love !

STEPHH >
what can i say ? we've gone through quite a lot together. the club studying, pp shopping, eating together. blah ! loads huh. gg home together. e cabbers i'll call us. HAHA ! yea, life's tough. i know some things get ya down. but yur strong. aint yu ? so step on it ! i know yu can do it. studies, love, everything. im so proud of yu that yu managed to get ovr him. but rly, getting ovr is one thing, forgetting is anothr. think abt it ! :] muakx-

MICH >
yesyes, kee and i like calling yu this. haha. it's nice i think. as for yu, take care of yur ankle lah ! dont over exert it. in my opinion, yu've always been rly strong. i've nvr seen ya cry. apart from e time yu lost yur hp. yu thought yu lost it lah ! well, stay focused. yur doing a great job in ya studies now ! so rock e class, and rock e courts ! lovee !

POHZY >
haha ! after being yu and chloe's lightbulb for a day, i guess yu two are rly loving and cute together ! :] hey, seriously hope yu two can last LONG LONG LONG ! and if possible, forever. i hate e word tho, dont believe in it. but in yur case, i hope it happens. yu two deserve each othr. cause yu two are nice nice people. xD and for bball ! must jiayou too alrightys ! yea man ! yu go boy !

CY >
laoba ! yu've rly been a great laoba. helped me a lot. like killing time for me during broing lessons. helping me out when i was sad. i know this happened a LONGGGG time ago. but im still grateful. i mean how many friends like yu would let me cry into e phone for God knows how long without hanging up ? lala, that's why i appreciate yu ! we're gg to poly together aint we ? HAHA. hugs !

DA >
e full of himself one. haha. whoevr yur with now. or rather wherevr yur heart is now. be it cat or songyun, seriously, JIAYOU ! xD yur smart and all. so well, i dont worry for yur grades lah. as for yur obsession with ghost busting, or hunting. that's another case man. curiosity killed e cat. bear that in mind yea ?

MAOMAO >
e suicidal one ! oh man. i nvr would have thought of yu as e suicidal kind. but right, dont go before me hor ! haha. l8er i dont dare to jump anymore. yur smart lah ! dont slack ok lur. seriously ! and yur rly not with kaiying ? hehehe.

MOK >
RACHEL !!! <33 dont bully my mei hor. must treat her well alrightys ! and erm, study hard and dont pon npcc so much. haha. that day still have to run away somemore. LOL sia. but yea, wish yu and rachel 1314 okay ! :]

thr, msges. some short some okay-ly long lo. arhh, whatevr. im just freaking bored now. BLAH !

2005-07-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

niggers tag, niggers go, niggers sing, niggers dance, niggers sucks, niggers fuck, nigger puke, nigger nude. hey nigger. read my direct message here.

dun thank me too early. you're really dead meat this time. posting as olivia's name.? awesome! you know whats going on now.? everybody's against you. yq and ahmann are too nice to hurt you puny bitchfucked fistshit suckified yuckified horrified dumb ass. i'm really pissed now.

remember steph my "darkside", or what say you? here's your chance to find out what happens.

let's anticipate sweet little droplets of human water from the eyes. then make her pee on her skirt. oooo. that's so fun. maybe can leave a few bruise too if she doesnt admit. how interesting.

if you're reading this, i hope you are. monday's a party time babe. we got the whole day to pawn ja bitch ass. now, move out of the way bitch.

end of the bitch princess and her lame barking or talkings.

haix. no progress liek there's nothing to do. i dunno what ta do about her. but nevertheless, i hope i will be able to hold her hands again. but i only got such a short time left, what if i cant do it. next year alot of differences ler. orl i really want to do, is now sit down and pray.

Dear Gods in Heavens,

I am praying again for request. I pray for myself, diminish my guilt please. Complete my life please. Let her come in and complete my jigsaw puzzle. Let huiming forever be walking forward, and may life become easier, sweeter, lovelier for her. Two strangers that stroll past, might one day return to two hearts that link. I pray for Ziyang that he and chloe lasts forever, and he will not release my secret. I pray for the bitch, that one day she will find salvation, and live up to her low life.

Amen.

Thoughts being raging in my head for i think a week now, why.? I guess huiming pays part of it, she set me thinking while i try to change her thoughts. What's life, what's death, why die, why live, why love, why hate. being reading for seven months now, but no answer. all i know is that, i must stop anyone that hurts herself or himself if i see it. isnt it horrible to see your friend die.?

*note* that does not apply to bitches.

anyway, i dont wanna get emotional.

"SOMANYDYNAMOS"

2005-07-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

KEE xD
thanks for e msg. sweeet (: i was touched to tears. for real. rock on and get the girl okay ? :]

FUCK EVERYTHING SHE SAID ABT US.
but rly, we dont care.
why should we ?

sure sure, stephh and i screwed yur life. like, YU SCREWED OURS ?! just fuck off man. yu dont appreciate what i tried to do for yu, all the talking to those nballers who have so much against yu. forget it, i dont wanna be yur chess pawn anymore. yu wanna be e chairperson. go be it. GOOD LUCK.

2005-07-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

SOMANYDYNAMOS
i'm here on a quest!

i'm gonna kill, strangle, slay, cut, slash, stab, thrust, exterminate, eradicate, eliminate, pawn, slice, murder, slaughter, smash, break, burn, rip, gnash, tear, throw, spank, smack, break, fracture, kick, punch, headbutt, crucify, curse, swear. crack. fling, flung, clip, twist, turn, entangle, tie, ram, slap, slam, toxify, skin you-know-who! cuz i just realise how much hate i've for her.

on the second quest. i am here to JIO SHIRLYN BACK! yes! that's what i will do!

must support mr. gay president! well, not too sure if i can do it.
but as long as i have hope, faith, determination, perserverance, courage, benevolence, respect, empathy, grace, intergrity, diligence, loyalty, modesty, tenacity, forgiveness, harmony, i can do it.

dun pangseh the gay blog k. weekends are here. leaving singapore for 1 and a half days. heng got laptop. somethings really worry me, guess i can take this chance to take a breather and try to solve it. cash, love, hate, and heart aches are such worriful substances.

i feel really sian lately, that's why probably i'm blogging here real long. got so many things to say, but cant speak them. i dunno why, there's this feeling one of us gonna leave soon. leave soon? like die.? huiix, go home next time, dun go merlion park and dun go home, at least tell me where you would stay righty. oh yea, i dun care if anyone encourages you to cut ur goddamn wrist, you dun do that kinda shit no more.

well, i believe i can fly. believe i can touch the sky. how long is this, word count? cuz i believe in you... if i can see it, and i can do it. 8.14 ler. a few more days ler. tmr is history, i'm too lazy to study but i wan to. spastic eh? man, tis fills up a whole page i bet. so many things i've said.

dun leave the class forum/blog alone too, dun waste my effort and the others one.

huiming, dun talk cock. no one's gonna go in a few months time. i dun care what you mean by go. you aint going no where without us. anyway, izit the seventh month now? ghosts eh.? sounds like mingda's time to party izit.? let's go cca block this month! freaky. havent visited there in a long time. wonder where we will be if we go up it again.

fuck the funeral under my block. freaking noisy. i guess. i shouldnt talk too much, gawd. i just talk so much crap.

-what they forgot, i begot.

2005-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

thank yu for e oh so touching entry.

arh, screw it anyway lah.

kee, cheer up dude (: life's not always black and white. stay happy. we're all here. tho in a few mths i will not...

-huiix(:

2005-07-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

Fight the fight alone
When the world is full of victims
Dims a fading lightIn our souls
Leave the peace alone

Now we all are slowly changing
Dims a fading light
In our souls
In my opinion seeing is to know

The things we hold
Are always first to go
And who's to say
We won't end up alone

On broken wings
I'm falling And it won't be long
The skin on me is burning
By the fires of the sun
On skinned knees
I'm bleeding
And it won't be long
I've got to find that meaning
I'll search for so long

you're not fucking screwed. we ALL ARE. so we have to stick together and share burdens with the other 8 niggays.

2005-07-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

im fcukingly screwed,

KILL ME.

-huiix(:

2005-07-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

"-SOMANYDYNAMOS-"

yeah! saturday finally got quite alot of gayers going out.
but sadly. this poor president has no handphone so to communicate with me is very tough.
but dun worry, i will have it done soon. when i've money to buy another handphone that is.

dun pangseh the blog please. oh ya, there's a gayers' file if you gay still dont know. if you people got anything to contribute the file like profiles or whatever, please do so. like there's only 3 months more before the gayers would get separated. well, hopefully the rest of you remains but i'm sure i will be gone soon.

enjoy gaying kiddos.

2005-07-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

OKAY !
im here ! eh, leave yur name at e end lah. dont know who is who lo. tmd.

eh pple,
are we still buying e damn-ed costumes together or not eh ? whalau, and what damn it costume yu all want leh.

friday who free ? go pp kbox. pls reply asap. TAG e board for Heaven's sake. (: haha.

-huiix(:

y no1 post der =X

2005-07-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

aiyo,post la...hahas...dunt neglect gayers blog worh

xD

2005-07-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

urmed.

sorry just now go kfc have that screwed face. seriously bad mood just now. well. aint you guys fault jiu dui ler.

-somanygays

2005-07-10T09:11:00.000+08:00

OOO..cool looks nice...

2005-07-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

we rock, we rock greatly !

pls leave yur name after posting. thanks (: and erm, i post under two names. sometimes, my own blog and sometimes from e admin that blog. just to let yu all know. (:

-huiix(:

2005-07-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

you gay i gay we gay us gay sogay manygay supergay ultragay freakinggay

dun ever stop gaying please coz u know i know we know gay knows we are gayers so we must never stop gaying with other gay if we gayers stop then where's the gay love? must learn how to show you gay love what is love so that gaying will prevail in this gay world where no one is not gay just that some people are less gay and some gay are more gay then ever so that one gay day gays will live in gay harmony gay racial harmony.

in short. gay on.

gayers ROCK

2005-07-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

hahas, this blog is cool man, thanks 4 the blog invitation. hahas

2005-07-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

im finally done with our great gayers blog ! (: i love it.

links are not done up yet. will be soon. no worries. (:

-huiix(: