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2:39 PM
hey mr president,
HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY! :D
8:28 PM
Gayers are from GR. ok lame shit. seeing everybody dedicating posts for gayers, i've decided to join. all these posts have made me feel a sense of sadness(?) and the fact that i miss the year 2005 in old block classroom 2grace, where gayers was formed. spare my grammatical errors cos my english sucks like shit ok.
i miss the outings we had last year,
kbox, my first trip to kbox was w the bunch of y'all. okay not the whole exact bunch if i'm not wrong, but it was filled with enjoyment.
steph's birthday bash. this makes me HUI WEI the most. i still rmbred, huiming mok and i met at dhoby ghaut and shopped for steph's bra haha. then after that we bought the real present, a stitch. yea and then the marche treat by steph for us, followed by pokemon monopoly at her house. that day was a total BLAST.
different movie outings like, innocent steps on steph's bday..partial of us watching the maid..and flightplan haha i still rmbr that alvin mok bought another ticket and wasted my money cos the ticket was w the ticketing usher -.- and i nagged like crazy for my money back. lol
furthermore, the class chalet and bbq. many things happened. including vanessa and peiwen saying i got into 7sub which made me hide and cry in the chalet when all of u all were enjoying at wildwildwet xcept mok. haha. sry for po-ing leng shui that day though.
all the fun we had, "enjoying" zeng lao shi's lessons and etc. those days were the real enjoyable days.
but this year, we nv rly had alot of chances of hanging out together, except the starting of the yr, teh "gayers reunion dinner" at pizza hut, if im not wrong...i pangseh-ed steph of flag day w gayers i still rmb, and i'm rly sry about that... i know that seriously, other than mingda, im the one who drifted like the most(?) from gayers.. it's like even alvin and huix are in the same class as me, one of the most frequent times we talk would be during literature period bcos we're in the same group..and its like 3hm is divided into 2 big cliques and im like in the other one, different from huix and mok.. slowly we drifted apart ya..
but yea..the time has alr past and time cant be turned back, i would have chosen to spend more time w gayers if i had the chance to turn back time..
i miss 2gr'o5 & gayers.
and to kee: i rly rly rly rly rly rly rly hope the principal will give u another chance to stay in chung cheng...even though u always ji xiao me or whatever, i dun mind one la...u will always be the gayers' president and etc. u were the one who kinda brought us togethr and made us value this friendship. even though i seldom hang out w u all already, gayers will always be in my heart. like the vitamin c graduation song says,
as we go on,
we'll rmbr all the times we had togthr,
and as our lives change,
come whtevr,
we will still be friends forever.
gayers forever.
maoqiang.
6:49 PM
well...haha... where do i start from.
haha, look at this man. this blog, this place, the feelings in this blog. Well, i guess, this overwhelming flow of emotions can will never change no matter how many times I read this blog's posts, and can never be contained with any size of heart, no matter how old i grow, how big how large my heart grows, 99.9% of it will always remain with you guys.
huiming, you would have read this when you realize there's something at this blog by me again, "hey, thnx for the post of mi, dun worry. Theres nt much u guys can do, juz wanna thanku for this little moments, means load to mi. In my heart, you guys will forever occupy a large portion.." The reason why i typed out the message here, is to tell the rest of you guys.
thank you. thankyou for the days we shared under the sun hitting volley balls and making a fool out of ourselves. thankyou for the times we had in class doing lil performances and little squabbles over silly stuff. thankyou for the moment we had together in the classroom debating over teachers day stuff, sharing the same textbooks, looking at mr. khoo yak yak yak away.
Most of all. Thankyou, for making me what i am today. Thankyou, for bringing in the final warmth in my life to make me a human. To make me be filled with love, emotions and care.
Back to my post. Now, as I listen to the song in huiming's blog, read the posts, listen to the song in this blog, read the posts. The only thing i can feel is, remorse, and undescribable torment. This question keeps ringing in this damn head, "Why, why didnt you study harder, why. why. why did you let your friends down. All you know how to do is work, play, and slack. Why ."
Why, i cant answer. If i could, i wont be here speaking like an expelled person. When the P laid the truth on me, I thought of my teachers, "They lied to me." I thought of my parents. "I failed them." I thought of my friends. "I lost them." Haha, then after everything settled down, questions flowed in, answers flowed out, conversations. The only thing in my mind, i never lost my friends. They are still there for me. Even though we didnt talk, but when we see each other, it is impossible not to strike up a conversation with each other. Gayers are angels to me, whatever you guys say i listen. Just like the song, words from a lip of an angel.... Because you are the only ones true to me, true with your words, willing to share a time with me. Thank you.
Now the only thing i think of is, Im a failure. I lost everything in my mind. Its a sea of blank. I lost all the stability in my heart. I lost the ability to keep calm, and unworried. I lost the way i used to speak, with confidence and a tinge of evil rebellious language. I just fail like a walking zombie, whatever happens doesnt matter to me. I just want to lie down on a bed of roses, shut my eyes. _______________________And be cleanse of all this pain.
Thankyou Weepeng.
For always bearing my teasing during sec2, for listening to me in sec3. For missing me in sec4 i hope. hahaha. I guess, whats gonna happen now is gonna happen. So we are all gonna learn from you and be a HAPPYscwp right? :)
Thankyou Huiming.
Still remember ur wrist cutting stuff. Urk. haha, thanks for letting me lean on when i cant stand up on my own. Thanks for letting yourself lean on me when you couldnt stand on your own. Because through you, I see a better person in myself and i feel like i can make a difference to this world suddenly.
Thankyou Alvin.
Thanks NCO, the teambuilding thing werent be as fun if it was other NPCC people. Sorry for all the times i cruelly teased you. Especially the part when i say you hugged shirlyn and kept on talking about it. Thinking about the humiliation i gave you, and now looking at the way youre still treating me. Thanks brother. Thanks a million.
Thankyou Michelle.
haha, little retarded girl. Well what can I say about you. Sometimes youre such a nice person to talk to, cuz its like talking to a wall sometimes, maybe at night you will "HUH, Did yongkee just talk to me about some stuff?!" But thats alright. Reminscing about sec2, all the fun times we had, I will really miss you.
Thankyou Ziyang.
Hey, we didnt relly talk much this year. Maybe becoz u had new fwens and stuff but its ok. We are all the same and I wont blame anyone for drifting. But lol, imagining ur gay face and gay actions in sec2, hahahahahaha, just like a nice comedy fairy tale huh. Haha...
Thankyou Cheeyang,
Lol, my buddy in 3rp huh. Too bad next year you might be retain. Damn school better give you a chance to promote man, cuz you deserve it! Jiayou bah, at least u dun have to look for a new school right. Stop sleeping all the time in class ok? Try to smile more! :)
Thankyou Stephanie Ng.
Haha lil papaya. How's it going. I know youre very devoted to gayers and you told me about un-true fwens in Jt. Its ok, you can always come back to this shelter if you nid company right? Just that right now it is a lil cold and lonely. Lol, remember the times i tease you. Tho you laughed over i know it must have been hurting. I just wan to say I'm Sorry.
Thankyou Mingda.
For the Ghost Expeditions. For the many things that happened alrite?
Thankyou Maoqiang.
Youre the MAN! Haha, still as clever as b4. We havent really talked too, but i know that u still think of your fwens and stuff. Like that time you initiated stephanie's present stuff. You're a good person, I hope you have a more smooth life in ur future k?
Now, that sums it up. Now the sappy song is playing, my tired fingers are typing. My dying heart is aching. But, there is no forever in this world. The only thing possible,
Is a forever friendship.
I dont want to say anything else. I dont know how to throw it all out of my heart. Its stuck right in there. This is my final post here, maybe.
Good luck, have fun. And be happy. Dont worry about me, because the sky will always be on my side.
1:05 AM
oh man,huiming's post on her blog made me really think of how gayers drifted so far apart,and it almost made me cry.SO,im gna dedicate this entry to each one of you thr.
its been a long time since we had a gayers outing.it started with the ten of us,then it became nine and now probably eight,seven,six,five,four,three...but no matter what,no matter how many of us are left thr,gayers will always be united,strong and friends forever :D
GAYERS {HISTORY TIME LINE};
time: 2005
place: 2nd level, 2GRACE'o5 classroom
hmmm,it all started cause mann and kee were like calling each other GAY names.kee was called yongGAY and mann was weeGAY.haha,sounds kuku isnt it?then after that,i guess it was cause kee started adding a GAY word behind mfour's name;smthg like mingGAY,miGAy blah blah blah and we started to rebut back by calling kee yongGAY,ziyang yangGAy,cheeyang mehGAY blah blah blah.and we started adding a GAY word behind our names(maoGAY,mokGAY,mehGAY,mingGAY,
miGAY,mannGAY,yangGAY,yongGAY and daGAY(?)) and that was probably how gayers officially started.
GAYERS {EVENTS THAT HAPPENED};
the reason why gayers got so close then was probably we all had one common goal,DEEJEE.that was when we got together and got quite against her.come to think of it,we were actually quite nasty to her.hahaanw, we eventually named her monster, i think; cause kee thought that she always wanted to stick to mfour cause of yinqin and called her monster to become m5.wth?!
remember the skit that our class put up during teachers' day last year?we ended up being called out by mr soon cause of what we did,and the way ziyang acted.haha,it was super funny la.
ghost busting at old cca block,that period of time was when most of gayers spend their time "hunting" for ghosts at cca block with mingda.during recess,after sch and mingda even brought his cam to take pictures and to film the place.and and also volleyball craze.haha,we spend almost alot of our recess at the volleyball court playing volleyball.
those times were the times when we were really vv close and had lots of fun.unfortunately,many of these nice things had to come to an end and that was when we were stream to different classes,different places and it was as though we were split up.many of us made new friends,drifted away from the group and maybe hardly even had smthg common to talk about besides sch and work.maybe we really drift apart,maybe we really lost that common goal in us but gayers will always be gayers and no matter what,we will always be friends.YOU GAYS THR ROCK THE WHOLE WORLD!
always look on the bright side of life,
GAYERS UNITED! :D
{A TRIBUTE TO GAYERS,hip hip hooray!}
see you all arnd soon and takecare.
I <3 GAYERS!
STEPH
10:18 PM
holidayy~!! outings people! i dun wanna rot at home. haha. who's in fer ice skating?? haha.
mann4. =9
9:00 PM
hey people,you all wna go out since the exams are over?lets go and watch movie and have fun! haha,see you all arnd in sch!
takecare;
STEPH
7:26 PM
end of years coming so good luck evribody~
-mao
9:17 PM